I don't even know WHERE to begin. My life has been turned COMPLETELY UPSIDE DOWN in about a week's time. It's hard to tell which way is up these days. I am the wife of an amazing
man who took a couple of sick days last week and ended up with a new truck. I've joked with Matt about his
major financial decision making on
SICK days. The last time he was out sick, he refinanced our house. I've gotta keep him exercising and on vitamins--no more sick days. We may go broke, j/k. Actually, he really wrestled with the idea of getting the truck
(although I know he's wanted a new vehicle for some time). Matt has been so self-sacrificial when it comes to taking care of our family--he is not a SPLURGER at all. He's driven the older/used cars as long as I can remember, so I could have the nicer vehicle. He started with an Escort, moved to an old Acura, a Honda Accord, a Mitsubishi Galant, a Ford Taurus and his most recent my mom's old Toyota Camry. All the cars were nice, but like I said, they were older with higher miles and the check engine lights all a'glaring. SO, when he asked me what I thought about him getting a new truck, a Honda Ridgeline, I told him it didn't matter to me at all. I think it's about time he has SOMETHING NEW. I am so happy for him, and the kids LOVE the truck. In fact, they no longer want me to pick them up from school in the van =).
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In other news, I have recently accepted a NEW job at SkyPAC (short for Southern Kentucky Performing Arts Center) which is Bowling Green's new visual and performing arts center. My new journey there has been nothing short of unusual. Let me start from the beginning...our Ladies Bible Class at church has been doing a Beth Moore
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| This is what I spent my Mother's Day watching. |
study on James. One of the lessons is called Consider the Source. The lesson starts with a series of questions such as:
What's the biggest battle you have going on inside of you right now? Have you consistently asked God for this thing, situation, or relationship? If so, name a couple of reasons why you think you haven't received it? Has anything good or beneficial come to you or to others as a result of your lack? As I answered all the questions and continued on into my study, I felt God's spirit at work. Things jumped off the page like "All of us, no matter how much we have, desire something we don't." And, "Nobody has everything they've ever longed for." And, this segment which knocked me over, "Nothing has the capacity to keep us out of trouble like the certainty of God's gaze piercing through all our pretense to the heart of our desires. Only HE can sort our the blur of our motives.
Let's have the GUTS to ask Him what's in our hearts and, when he reveals it die to the self-gratification and live for the greater glory. That's when the attic door to the throne room of God will fall open and answered prayers will tumble out like boxed-up treasures." When I was doing this particular study, I was in limbo with SkyPAC. I had talked to the Ticket Office Manager the week before Spring Break about a part time job in the ticket office. The timing couldn't have come more perfectly for me. My last year of preschool is winding down, I'm ready for a new opportunity, etc., etc. I felt really good after the meeting and was hoping to hear something within the week. Well, that week turned into FOUR weeks. I hadn't heard much from the manager besides 1-2 short emails asking about availability and such. I was beginning to think it was hopeless and
then did this lesson on James. I sat at my kitchen table and PLEADED WITH GOD for his guidance and to take away all the anxiety I had over this situation. I really just wanted an answer PERIOD. Wouldn't ya know, God showed up and answered. I received an email a day or two later stating that I had the job. I couldn't have been more excited. The manager asked me to call or email for more details. I figured calling would be
best since our email spanned across the course of FOUR weeks. I called, he asked me to come work the next show (Golden Dragon Acrobats) that Friday. I worked an 8-hour shift my first day. When I got to work and looked at the calendar he'd set up for the week, I was working WELL over the 20-hour-a-week job I signed up for. It immediately made me nervous. I wanted the job but not at the expense of missing out on EVERYTHING in the lives of my family. However, I wanted to give it a chance and not complain. The other gals told me he is really easy to work for and incredibly flexible. My schedule last week was as follows: Monday 1-6, Tuesday 1-6, Wednesday 1-6, Friday 1-6 and Saturday 1-8. YIKES, right!?!?! When I came in on Monday, the schedule had already changed again. My new schedule was Monday 1-5, Tuesday 1-6, Wednesday 2:30-6, Friday 1-6, no work on Saturday and Sunday noon-11 p.m. DOUBLE YIKES!?!?! However, when I got to work on Monday, my manager was out sick. And, the drama begins...he was out sick
everyday last week. When I got to work on Friday, I was told he QUIT. What in the world? Needless to say, it's been interesting and UNUSUAL working in that environment. Everyone is incredibly friendly and helpful, I just feel divided inside. On the one hand, I'm excited about this new opportunity and working in a fast paced, environment with a thousand things going on at once. But on the other hand, I am torn about how much "potential" time this is going to take from my family especially now that the manager has LEFT. There are only four of us on the ticket staff--three part time gals and one full time. What to do, what to do? Pray, that's always the best solution--well that, and plain common sense sometimes =).
SO, how did I spend the one day we celebrate M-O-M? I spent it working at SkyPAC. We featured two CATS performances--one at 3 p.m. an done at 7:30 p.m. It was a madhouse. I didn't get to spend Mother's Day with my kids =( or with my own Mom. BUT, I did get to spend Friday afternoon and evening with my Mom. And, I got to go to Waffle House Saturday morning with my kids--it's kind of become our new Saturday morning tradition, and
I LOVE IT! I also scored some nifty gifties from my crew.


My Isaac made me this booklet for Mother's Day. It talks all about my puzzle working skills. I love working puzzles--give me a puzzle any day. I get this trait from my family. We were always working giant puzzles that covered our entire dining room table when I was a kid. I'm glad to pass this on to Isaac who seems as equally interested as I am.
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| I especially love the line that says, She looks pretty when she has a pony tail. Good thing, because that's my default hair these days. |
Isaac also gave me this sweet print and a packet of Sunflower seeds.

I cannot tell you how PROUD I am of this Mother's Day bag from my lil' Miles. Ms. Teresa told me he did it all by himself. He has come
SO FAR this year. I'm hoping his fine motor skills continue to get better and he develops more of an interest in coloring, creating and drawing
(like Karson and Isaac). This bag is definitely a good start.

The sweet little presents inside my bag.

She also got me this balloon.

Matt and I went to Heartstrings on Saturday afternoon, and I picked up my Mother's Day gift. I got a new Pandora woven leather bracelet and new QUEEN BEE charm. I love it!

I think this charm represents my role in the family well =).

My mom gave me one of my favorite gifts--ANYTHING from Bath and Body Works. She got me one of the foam hand soaps--love these! She also wrote me the sweetest note (that I COMPLETELY disagree with on my behalf). It says "You and Shannon are much better mothers than I ever was. Thanks for making me look so good." My mother is awesome, and I think she did the best she could which is what I hope my kids say about me. I don't know everything and certainly don't pretend to. I'm going to make all kinds of mistakes, I'm human. But, like my mom, I will love and protect them ALWAYS and that's the most important thing I can give them. BECAUSE, it's what our Lord provide for us as his children. Happy Mother's Day all!